urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss kerry. kerry. 2007-02-26T05:06:03Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:22151 2007-02-26T05:04:02Z 2007-02-26T05:06:03Z i made a new livejournal, because, i thought that it would make me more motivated to write.<br />i don't know why i thought this, but, you know, it doesn't really matter because what's done is done.<br />so add it please, and i will add you right back, and i just might actually start writing!<br />&nbsp;<span class='ljuser ljuser-name_derailments' lj:user='derailments' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://derailments.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://derailments.livejournal.com/'><b>derailments </b></a></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:21974 2006-12-30T17:58:52Z 2006-12-31T19:00:57Z modest mouse <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="read more..."><strong>read more...<br /><br />first winter&nbsp;of oh six;<br /></strong>- that concert at newman, where we went into the woods and got so lost, and so scared, and held hands and clung onto each other like the world was going to end. it felt so good when we got out.<br />- amina and sigur ros at the orpheum. bob was sick, but other than that it was still kind of amazing.<br />- februrary vacation =&nbsp;drugs and taco bell, a neverending cycle until i went to new hampshire.<br />- the m's &amp; of montreal, very easily one of the most amazing concerts i have ever gone to, in my whole life.<br />- staying up late painting and listening to billie holiday, keeping the windows open to air the room out, the gay parade.<br /><br /><strong>spring of oh six;<br /></strong>- blood on the wall and the yeah yeah yeahs at the orpheum, amazing seats, karen o owns me.<br />- spring break, polaroids, flowers blooming, david's party, the strokes show, the robots in love show.<br />- tilly &amp; the wall, aimless walks, and trips on public transportation (&lt;3) into town. <br />- meeting those kids in copley square, talking about acid trips and whatever else they did on weekends, not drinking with them.<br /><br /><strong>summer of oh six;<br /></strong>- driving&nbsp;to coinstar in dedham with rose, dan, amanda and aidan, then into&nbsp;boston to the hempest; getting the bubbler and the chillum, and losing them soon after.<br />- wonderful spells show at the dedham community theatre, with a few other bands i don't remember right now, smoking, talking.<br />- lil peach, merissa's basement and emma's bedroom.&nbsp;<br />- canada! echologik and graffiti, bars every night, meeting wonderful people i will never see again!, getting gertrude lullaby!<br />- growing my hair out, dreads.<br />- 27's.<br />- savers.<br />- africa!!!<br />- tv on the radio and the yeah yeah yeah's for free!, i forget where, outside&nbsp;somewhere. being right up front and&nbsp;dancing so hard.<br />- wonderful spells, someday japan, and the impatients at the church. i was so sick the next morning, but it was still a great concert.<br />- another party at dave's, spending the night there with a million other people, cooking home fries at 3am, smoking bowls again at 5am, sleeping for a few hours in the basement all squished together, and then going to friendly's for breakfast.<br />- the last real night of summer at merissa's, losing my mind, loving everyone.<br /><br /><strong>fall of oh six;<br /></strong>- cruising around dover, always passing lookout farm.<br />- that drummer, and xiu xiu, at the middle east.<br />- leah's car.<br />- the mars volta and the red hot chilli peppers, hahaha. it was still a lot of fun though. i don't know if you get it.<br />- ted leo and the pharmacists with death cab at the opera house.<br />- first acid trip.<br />- joanna newsom at the somerville theatre.<br />- so many wonderful, wonderful,&nbsp;nights spent in david's basement, with so many great people.<br /><br /><strong>second winter of oh six;<br /></strong>- painting the wall of the darkroom, taking so many pictures.&nbsp;<br />- never having destinations.<br />- making/recieving mixes.<br />- erik's house, leah's basement.<br />- monday's afterschool with dan and amy and luke,&nbsp;going to&nbsp;africa.<br />- abbey road.<br /><br />there have been ups and downs, but mostly ups, because overall it's been a good year. i met lots of new people, and i guess that you could say that i learned a lot about myself, i tried more new things than usual. a lot has changed and i think that i'm still adjusting to them. i have no idea what to expect of my future, i never do, so we're just going to have to wait and see.&nbsp;<br /><br />my resolutions are to get a job, never go to mr. bookston's class again, quit smoking (eh), and build a time machine so that i can go to a beach boys concert.&nbsp;<br /><br />anyways! if you&nbsp;shared two thousand and six with me, at one point or another, thank you. because you are probably one of the beautiful people that made it what it was, which was quite worthwhile. i hope you all have a happy new year!</div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:21512 2006-12-20T02:45:33Z 2006-12-20T02:46:13Z <p align="center"><img alt="" src="http://www.newprophecy.net/Robert_Stack.jpg" /><br /><br /><font size="3"><strong>I wish that Unsolved Mysteries was still on Lifetime everyday from 2-3pm.<br />But, you know, it's not.</strong></font></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:21248 2006-12-19T02:33:08Z 2006-12-19T22:00:39Z pgmg <p align="left">my life has been filled with lots of basements, fruit, kitchen tables, aimless car rides, intense painting, weird weather,&nbsp; new music,&nbsp;and overall, wonderful adventures.&nbsp;<br /><br />27's were two for the price of one on saturday, and it made the&nbsp;neverending traffic going&nbsp;down needham street so worth it.&nbsp;<br /><br />two thousand and six is coming to an end, and right now, i'm kind of excited to see what the new year will bring. one thing i know it is going to bring is of montreal, on march eleventh! i don't think i can explain to you how excited i am about that. i don't think that you can even imagine.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:21102 2006-12-04T00:46:07Z 2006-12-05T01:21:15Z the beach boys the beach boys the beach boys. <p>i didn't sleep in my bed at all this weekend, just on couches in basements. i found myself unintentionally slumped over two different guitars two nights in a row, and today i felt like i was going crazy.&nbsp;friday night we were parked on the side of some sketchy road by the woods and a man fell on top of our car. so we sped away and wound up in a&nbsp;different universe. and then&nbsp;last night the painting of the wall in david's basement, in his darkroom, began. i pretended i was jackson pollock and made a mess. i'm sorry. in one of the pictures under the cut you can see paint all over my shirt, and i took a shower this morning and it's still not all coming out of my hair. oh well! this is just the way it is.</p><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="read more...">read more...<br /><br /><strong>all of these pictures are stolen, credits!: david bertozzi, leah mcmullin, sarah highers, and danny beeeeeeerez.</strong><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/thumpah.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/sogood.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/beseech.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/dANCINGSOFAST.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/jayz.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/cheechchhe.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/yehyehyehyehyeh.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/oooch.jpg" /><br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:20979 2006-11-30T03:51:42Z 2006-12-04T01:09:45Z it's strange, how one can be surrounded by so many people, but how they can still feel so lonely. in other words, the golden age is long gone now and i'm ready for the summer to come back again. or at least, for there to be some form of freedom to keep me sane. knowing what to think lately has been difficult, and so on, and so on. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:20730 2006-11-20T00:31:50Z 2006-11-20T04:34:19Z <p>for the past few days i've been spending quite a bit of time looking through old photo albums on my computer, i guess just to kind of reminisce, and see all of the different places i've been since sometime around the end of last may. in any case, i've stumbled upon lots of pictures that i'd forgotten about, but once i saw them again, they were very familiar.&nbsp;<br /><br />one of them! was of steve, probably a few weeks before school started at the end of last august. it was kind of taken from a distance but it was taken in the woods, so there's all this green life everywhere filling up the space around him, and a few inches above him you can see little bits and pieces of the sky, through the cracks between trees. there's also a paper bag on the ground a few feet away from the camera, because we had just having a picnic on mars, where we encountered an invisible dragonfly, but that's another story for another day. i guess that my point is that by looking at this picture, i realized how complicated the woods is. it's very beautiful and mysterious too, but&nbsp;either way, i will still&nbsp;never understand it.&nbsp;<br /><br />today dan and i were at the aquaduct, and we were climbing up this hill, in an attempt to become more camoflague-like in all the&nbsp;bare trees and whatnot. and on the way up, we found about a thousand pens scattered everywhere! just like the bread crumbs in hansel and gretel. so i put them into my purse, and overall,&nbsp;i don't think that i&nbsp;will ever need to buy a writing utensil ever again.&nbsp;<br /><br />math homework makes me not enjoy my life as much as i potentially could, especially when it's assigned by the hardest teacher that i've ever had in my life, but it's something that must be done.<br /><br /></p><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="read more...">read more...<br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/ygkhgkhgkgh045.jpg" /><br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:20253 2006-11-15T05:26:20Z 2006-11-17T04:56:52Z sonic youth. rotting&nbsp;gums and an aching head, i've been craving a pomegranate for about a week now, going into the city constantly, never not listening to music, hating school more and more every time i go, looking forward to those blurry weekends. something new seems to happen everyday, changing things a little bit more, somehow fitting itself, whatever it is, into the same routine of it all. oh!, and i've been attending&nbsp;lots of concerts too. joanna newsom was tonight! amazing. driving through the city at night with all of the lights everywhere never feels wrong or out of place. it's one of those things that's always just right, always a perfect fit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:19242 2006-10-23T04:16:50Z 2006-10-23T19:25:50Z <p align="left">Life has been weird lately.<br /><br /></p><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="read more...">read more...<br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/dlkfjggfj012.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/diananataliekerry.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/hmm.jpg" /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/kjhghdhdj026.jpg" /><br /><br />I haven't been keeping up here, because quite frankly I've been lacking all sorts of motivation, (I'm still reading though).&nbsp;But! in a nutshell: Weekdays hardly matter. And the weekends are spent at concerts and in one city or another. It's nice, it's getting colder out and I like that. Wonderful Spells = Friday!&nbsp;<br /><br />Overall, everything's just a big blur, these days, and I can't think of many other ways to describe it as.<br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:19137 2006-10-09T06:45:40Z 2006-10-09T22:08:19Z <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="read more...">read more...<br /><br />it's funny, how some things are considered to be so beautiful in certain parts of the world or time periods, but in other places or&nbsp;decades the same exact things are seen as much less attractive, and in some cases they can even be considered ugly and socially unacceptable.<br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://www.rosemarysheel.com/peanut%20lip%20plug%20copy.jpg" /><br />this is a woman wearing a&nbsp;lip plug&nbsp;in northern ghana.&nbsp;&nbsp;a lot of the time, the lower lip gets stretched out so much that the lip will hang down which results in exposure of gums and teeth. i believe that for boys&nbsp;the lip plug symbolizes manhood, and for women it can either be just a decoration, or it tells about their noble social status. i don't know if&nbsp;it's the same&nbsp;for all cultures though.<br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://cdn-channels.netscape.com/gallery/i/m/missamerica06/apohcomrr_MISS_AMERICA.jpg" /><br />beauty contests take place all around the world, and this picture depresses me more and more everytime i see it.<br /><br />1) <img alt="" src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/d/db/Gary_Cooper.jpg/160px-Gary_Cooper.jpg" /><br />2) <img alt="" src="http://www.cine5x.com/fotos/leonardo_dicaprio_1.jpg" /><br />the first one is gary cooper, and if you don't&nbsp;recognize him he was a famous actor in the&nbsp;20's up until about the 60's, because i think that that's when he died.&nbsp;at the time he was seen as very extraordinarily handsome. the second is leonardo dicaprio, who is an actor&nbsp;that&nbsp;most people&nbsp;think of as attractive today.<br /><br />1) <img alt="" src="http://artfiles.art.com/images/-/Lucille-Ball-and-Desi-Arnaz-Poster-Card-C10204507.jpeg" /><br />2) <img alt="" src="http://static.tv4.se/imagesdb/editor/kandis/604B3D01-858A-4AE4-8D36-F234E7629A1D.jpg" /><br />lucille ball, mischa barton.<br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://www.museum.upenn.edu/new/exhibits/online_exhibits/images/borneoEars.gif" /><br />and this is a woman from asia, as you can see her ears are pierced and stretched from wearing heavy earrings.<br /><br />...maybe i'll add more on later, but for&nbsp;now i am done. goodnight cuties.<br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:18822 2006-09-30T20:32:29Z 2006-10-01T14:37:37Z david bowie. <p align="center"><img alt="" src="http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k11/poppingdaisiess/cutehearts/roses021.jpg" /><br /><br />i think i'm going crazy, i don't even know where to begin !!!</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:18028 2006-09-25T01:32:20Z 2006-09-26T20:34:03Z tilly & the wall. <p align="center"><img alt="" src="http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j134/phenomenaa/jgjgdfd014.jpg" /><br /><br />i spent most of today with dan and merissa, and towards the end david and emma were there as well. we just drove around for the whole afternoon, through needham and wellesley and dover and wherever else it was that i didn't recognize. remembering that we had school tomorrow&nbsp;was a similar feeling to waking up from a night of good dreams that you actually believed, and when you&nbsp;realize&nbsp;that none of&nbsp;it&nbsp;even happened&nbsp;you get so sad because it's such a harsh and sudden snap back into reality. it still really feels exactly like the middle of summer sometimes.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:17473 2006-09-17T20:09:48Z 2006-09-18T01:20:08Z wonderful spells. <p align="center"><img alt="" src="http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k11/poppingdaisiess/cutehearts/hempfest3.jpg" /><br /><br />hempfest was yesterday. purple haze, dirty teenagers, bad metal, and nice weather. we had some transportation problems when it came to getting there, but it was still an awesome day. i wish every saturday could be like that. but i guess that since they're not it just makes that one saturday a year all the more valuable.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:16818 2006-09-03T05:48:31Z 2006-09-18T01:21:09Z the good life. <p align="center"><img style="WIDTH: 458px; HEIGHT: 329px" height="408" alt="" width="552" src="http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k11/poppingdaisiess/cutehearts/thanksleah.jpg" /><br /><br />things have been good lately. i don't know where they are exactly, and i don't know where they're going to end up. but for once in&nbsp;my life&nbsp;knowing the answer to this question is just not a necessity. for some reason being completely oblivious&nbsp;is really just fine.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:12495 2006-07-17T19:52:45Z 2006-09-18T02:30:02Z saturday looks good to me. <center><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i67.photobucket.com/albums/h295/youkissedlilly/lollerz042.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br>oh how I love the beach.</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:9514 2006-06-21T17:41:22Z 2006-09-18T02:20:08Z mogwai. <center><img alt="" src="http://i84.photobucket.com/albums/k11/poppingdaisiess/cutehearts/juicy105.jpg" /><br /><br /><img height="300" alt="" width="400" src="http://i67.photobucket.com/albums/h295/youkissedlilly/cutehearts/thecourseofaweek104.jpg" /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:8771 2006-05-29T04:03:30Z 2006-09-18T02:32:21Z <p align="left">beautiful weather&nbsp;and best friends and copley square and people watching and&nbsp;27's&nbsp;and stolen balloons and nice boys&nbsp;and&nbsp;acid trip stories&nbsp;and oh my gooooosh wonderful saturday afternoons in may.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:2942 2006-04-03T02:38:40Z 2006-09-18T02:36:07Z radiohead <img style="WIDTH: 202px; HEIGHT: 272px" height="469" alt="" width="480" src="http://i67.photobucket.com/albums/h295/youkissedlilly/cutehearts/beautifulweekend056.jpg" /><br /><br /> <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="i have a feeling">i have a feeling<br /><br />that this is going to be a good month. for the first time in a while everything is beginning to connect again and although&nbsp;i don't know exactly&nbsp;when, i do know that good things are coming up.&nbsp;right now i'm just letting&nbsp;it all be&nbsp;and i'm happy with that.&nbsp;by the way,&nbsp;i went into an amazing flower shop today.<br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:2434 2006-03-29T22:21:00Z 2006-09-18T02:34:24Z of montreal. <p><u>my current obsessions</u>: <br />- hubert selby junior. <br />- cherry blossom body lotion.&nbsp; <br />- orangutang o's. <br />- the garment district (always&lt;3).&nbsp;<br /><br /></p> <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="what are yours?">what are yours?<br /><br />last night i slept with the window next to my bed open, even though it was just a crack, and mostly because my bedroom smelled like blending/glazing medium. but it was still quite nice. the air was so fresh and new, it made my lungs feel cleaner than they've ever really felt before. spring break is only a few weeks away and i pretty much can't wait.<br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catacombss:1257 2006-03-24T02:18:32Z 2006-09-18T02:03:46Z <p align="center">umm this is something like 80% friends only, comment here/add me, i'll add you back.